Ish - End Of The Story lyrics

Well Nowadays Things got me trippin' six ways sh**ty days constantly got me Flippin' like switch blades I'm feelin' the hunger pains The whole industry Is like hunger games I want it all and all remains The f** you think Trying to get everything up in here Kitchen sink Said their ain't no time to hold back Can't take when people think My life is picture perfect, Kodak When I'm just tryin' to matter And I'm tryin' to make some sense So watchin' their pockets get fatter When I can't even pay my rent And they see me on a TV That's irony at its best Guess it's safe to say That my life is a mess, yes So this is the end of the story Everything we had Everything we did Is buried under And this test is all that's left of us And only a few ever worry Yeah, so what does it mean When you trust your enemies More than friends When you don't feel a thing When you think about all your sins When you're wakin' up Every single mornin' with the spins Feeling like you wanna die Then doing it all again I'm still awake While the world is sleeping Can't explain why my girl cheated Got tired of trying to figure it out So I slept with two of her Best friends and I got even Now it's just me and my thoughts And I can't put into words The sh** I recently saw I'm k**ing the pain Drowning in drinks Keep them pourin' People giving me opions When all I need is support Yeah So this is the end of the story Everything we had Everything we did Is buried under And this test is all that's left of us And only a few ever worry We walk blind With our eyes wide open We walk blind With our eyes wide open We walk blind With our eyes wide open, we We walk blind With our eyes wide open, we Insomnia got me walking around Half dead, eyes open Like a zombie What does it all mean sh**, why does it even matter Lately, I'm having a hard time Even caring what happens Even though I'm looking back And wishing I could erase it Even if I could redo everything I'd probably do the same sh** I'm losing perspective Guess I went the same place Where my repect is Yeah, guess I went the same place Where my respect is (Guess I went the same place) (Where my respect is)