Isaac the Beatmaker - Piece Of Mind lyrics

Got so much stress Let me get this off my chest [Verse 1] How many pills do I have to take to overdose Put me into comatose Go and meet the Holy Ghost And then my oldest folks What if I go broke And lose hope Get clouded by the smoke And I choke I thought my future was with the words I spoke But here I am I gun I tote At my head you could look thru scope Should I go I don't know I just flow I hear voices in my head They talk to me they understand Turn me to a better man They call that sh** my conscious How the hell I stop it Doing right things the wrong way Went from a good night to a long day On this planet earth wondering if I should stay Do I rap or get rich the hood way [Verse 2] I told my self not to trip Especially about a b**h It went from I love you to why do you exist Ain't that some sh** I want rapping but your also on my list I never got much for Christmas Raps my only gift Would they look down when my spirit lifts Rapped saved my life it changed it all I used to look at the mirror on the wall I'm only 5'4 you expect me to stand tall Waiting for gods damn call Last time we talked I wanted shoes at the mall So would I be rejected Would I never get his message Maybe he is there we just have a bad connection Or maybe I'm dreaming and it's all an inception My mind is my weapon See I never been baptized To me everything the preacher is speaking is damn lies Was he there when my sister cried Or my grandmother died Or did he act surprised I'm just waiting for you to look me in my eyes Or would I go blind See I don't know much about the bible I didn't read I barely got past the first chapter of Adam and Eve Cause what I look like reading something I don't believe Or maybe I just don't know what I mean The only bible verse I know is Austin 3:16 But that ain't real but neither is you Let's play 100 question ask what I been through Would you already knew As tell me things that you gonna do But I'll wait till that happens But I ain't gon wait for this rapping [Bridge] As I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep And if I die before I wake I pray the lord my flows to take X2 [Verse 3] Man you should've listened I told you were gifted When you were there trippin' And nothing was different It was all for a reason You should have believed in But now you're forever sleeping Talking to them demons I see it all cause I live up above Now looking back I didn't show you my love I ain't think you would need it When I gave you the book I expected you to read it You beat me this time I have to take the loss Look what it cost I was fighting with the devil & then you were tossed I'll Tell your parents sorry for their lost As the beat shuts off Is this what I'm seeking A piece of my mind instead of my mind blown in pieces