Irelle Yoko - Nightmare lyrics

INTRO/How much time has pa**ed since that day/I don't remember/time for me no longer exists/I‘ll do it as it's the easiest way/well/it seems easier/for me/ I didn't want to/ 1ST VERSE/Wake up, I had a much better time asleep/ No more humans, no more feeling deceived, like/ When you wake up from a nightmare, you're relieved/ But I woke up into one, with zero in my life achieved/ I'm torn between k**ing myself and everyone around/ A lot of you seemed to care, you just did it not enough/ I ain't doing it because I wanna, it's the pain/ I look out and I see Gods coming my way/ I waste hours staying in bed, thinking every day/ I waste time being quiet and not talking cuz I'm afraid/ No one is going to speak up, no human will take my hand/ To hell with people, those without bodies, were always my men/ I'll be giving away possessions, and saying “goodbye”/ I'm sick of this path, nobody cares if I continue alive/ I get back to alcohol and d**, always my best friends/ I feel useless and weak, but this is about to end/ CHORUS/My heart slows down, I see blood on the floor/ I'm happy like I was never before/ Many things I wanna tell, but I just can't/ I shoot through my head, oh how lucky are the dead/2TIMES/ 2ND VERSE/Maybe I'll burn myself, or a little slit on my arm/ Drown myself, cuz I never meant to harm/ I put a gun in my mouth, I taste it, it's cold and greasy/ My finger is on the trigger, life was never easy/ We throw parties, we abandon our bonds/ We struggle to write books, that don't change the world/ We sleep, we live our lives, we do whatever we do/ Maybe even a bad half hour standing on a roof/ My permanent solution, I won't be screwing up this time/ Just as usual, in the Darkness I'm alright/ This game cannot be won, so I won't be playing/ Anymore, no, no more senseless chasing/ Tomorrow is the time I'll be gone, maybe reborn/ I don't know, I'll reunite myself with the magic smoke/ I'll keep my secret to myself and I'll end this poem of mine/ Farewell, cuz I won't be any longer alive/ CHORUS/My heart slows down, I see blood on the floor/ I'm happy like I was never before/ Many things I wanna tell, but I just can't/ I shoot through my head, oh how lucky are the dead/2TIMES/ OUTRO/If you're a cartoon character or most TV characters/you'll fight/because the punches are juicy-sounding and they don't leave marks/but in real life/if somebody cuts you or shoots you/you'll feel pain/if somebody takes your heart or your soul/you'll end up just like me/