Invoker - Alone lyrics

All these feelings are foreign And I hate to feel this I hate to feel me I hate myself And I begin to hate the world around me And I always swore To myself To never feel like this Never feel a f**ing thing Look me in my eyes Tell me this is real Look me in my eyes Can't you see how I feel This won't be everything This won't be all I give How can I crawl back How can I crawl back by myself I'll force you to cut your name on my chest Life got its meaning on the day I looked in your eyes for the first time Life lost its meaning on the day You said goodbye I lay down on my room's floor Pretending to be in your bed With your head resting on my chest How we used to I am still questioning myself Was it all worth it Was it all worth it What if this story had a different end A different end