Intuition - When I'm Small (feat. Intuition) lyrics

[Intuition] I'm feeling to alive to be dead yet too dead to be alive Let that drip drop red and put the medicine inside Bet I'm better than these metal peddlers but pride Got me bent up like i'll never get a little bit of shine But I'm fending off the time Finger on the bu*ton something heavy on the side Lingerin on nothing what I put inside my mind Often bitter and disgusting So reminiscent of liquor my liver didn't function Now I'm diggin up from the dirt Separating self from where the grunts go to work Save your self hatred and your love of getting hurt For your final destination stumbling drunk up in a hearse Look it's purgatory for the people Who believed the glory when they heard the story of the eagle Fool you can't reinvent truth I'd rather die the worst me than live to be the best you