Internal Devour - Livin' The Dream lyrics

Livin' the dream My mind mutilated Violence slowly eats it away Now merging with reality, what's f**ing happening? I'm not like the rest, I have never loved anything Dark shadows cloud my mind, vicious creativity My eyes begin to see clearly, now the mist is gone Feeling sick to my stomach but aroused by what I've done! Awaken to my own dark fantasy Brick bludgeoning her f**ing skull My eyes begin to see clearly, now the mist is gone Feeling sick to my stomach but aroused by what I've done! What the f**! Everything I thought was in my head is right in front of me bleeding Bodies strewn and covered in blood Remains of the dead I look around, I was sleeping in a pit full of detached remains I look down, my co*k is deep in her slit full of her f**ing brains Her brains f**, I love looking in their fear stricken eyes, abhorrence I can't ignore the voices in my head I just wish I stayed awake to hear their cries, repugnance Once I choose you you're already dead Am I living in my head? I'm a messed up type of freak I feel sick and twisted inside, but k**ing is one hell of a ride Scattered limbs around me, fermenting Oh f**! I feel sick and twisted inside, but k**ing is one hell of a ride Splattered skin all over me, slow rotting I've lost it Thousands lay wasted in my wake, viciously raped Some are left alive to deprive Cutting off their hands and feet Crying in pain they beg and say that they have changed I prepare the feast of each others leaking meat I'm livin' the dream I'm livin' the dream