Integrity - Search For Divinity lyrics

I can't get it out of my head Just can't let it go You were supposed to watch my back But you helped me lose control Kept my enemies way too close And everything I hated so much They brought me down too easily But I still won't give it up Fought my way back up from the bottom My torment never ends I'll do anything to keep myself straight And one step ahead of my sins Redemption haunts me eternally In my quest to be free I've turned my back on everything that I was In my search for divinity