Insight 23 - Disease lyrics

I want to live, I don't want to die I want to see myself realized Don't want to risk or everything is lost Never thought to pray or that I'd be this way Now where's the hope? You see the foe Don't ask too much of what you don't want to know You love me, you want me I can't help you say you're sorry Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep If I should die before I wake God, you've made a big mistake My name is Jack and I've got a problem It's you and your people, it's you and your city The mindsight is ridiculous, the cowardice incredulous If God can't find me then how can I find God? And if God can't find me, no one can, no one can, no one can I'm not the bad guy I heard direct voices from above Ritualize the rights of the old school Take their lives, take their lives Place them at my feet, you'll wear the crown Help me, help me, help me I want to be free, I want to be free, I want to be free I'm your new nightmare I'm your new terror I'm your new devil I'm your new neighbor My victims don't come easily They're sought and bought repeatedly So don't be surprised if you wind up a headline I want to live... Please help me Please save me