Inner Thought - Tortured lyrics

My pain, your gain, pleasures your when I rot inside This past, can't be, I've swallowed my foolish pride Left me, so scarred, you saw things that could not be Deep in, your mind, your eyes are blind to reality You left me tortured... Subliminal, so criminal, your anger cries behind closed doors Contemp, despair, can't live like we did before You have, no feelings, you can't accept the way I live I lose, you win, forced to struggle with a b**h You left me tortured... Your dreams, your life Your soul is mine Those things I'll take They have no meaning Like a flame that slowly fades Your time has gone Your time has gone We've been addicted to your waste You're sending me to an early grave You f**ed my life beyond despair Destroyed my soul, laughing all the time Never has my pa**ion been returned I thought you loved me, but I was wrong So alone I sit in a blood red room Lights out, as I construct my doom I came, you went, this world around me has no place I trust, you lie, uyou leave me full of disgrace My dreams, my screams, my coil it breeds vitality My body, and soul, are trapped here in imortality You left me tortured, mentally tortured, you left me tortured