Emptiness and blackness are filling my head, why should I live? I would rather be dead! The heavens are raining down on me, black forever is all I want to be. Somewhere my mind got lost, now I pay the cost. My mind lies smashed and in agony, all I want is my soul in ebony. I don't need hope, I don't need recreation! For I opened my heart and to my consternation, it was small empty and dark no light and no spark [Chorus] And I can't even cry, though the tears are in my eyes. And I can't even feel, for my wounds will never heal. I lay awake at night, torn to pieces from my fight, my inner rage that won't let go. No colours fill my life, no light can cut me like a knife, for black's the only colour I would paint my soul! And I can't even cry, Though the tears are in my eyes. And I can't even feel, For my wound will never heal. And I can't even trust, For my hopes crumbled to dust. And I will never Love again, All I want and need is pain!