Inhumate - Desperate lyrics

I close my eyes and fall on the ground I take my head into my hands Tears are flowing, I am torn apart Everything I have built is in ruin My mind cracks in several parts Everything is dead in me, man cut the light off I would like some help but no one is here What I feel is too strong for me Darkness is submerging all my mind My throat makes some growls of every kind This suffering is to strong for me I need to escape it at all cost ! AAAHHH ! I never thought that man could suffer so much... Tears are not enough to end my pain Sometimes I think that I'm going insane Visions of the past are burning my brain So little water can't stop so big flames ! AAAHHH ! I feel so lost God, why don't You exist ? I must stop this suffering ! I must find an exit ! I can't live with so much pain I think that I can see some light there If life means suffering Then I chose to be dead...