Information Society - On the Outside (THC mix) lyrics

Alright now... and then the house was finally empty, nobody around. Um... I knew there'd be no other chance than right now... to express myself. Nobody around to stop me. And I... I got paper and... and a razor... and went to my room. I wanted to write about how upset I was and how much anxiety I had. I looked down... Still dark outside the window f**ing alarm clock, start the day in fear It's not the fun or any sense of community It's just trying to dull the pain The scientists say that it's a Different animal altogether And driven by forces deep Within the chest that won't let it sleep and See the arm is sliced and See the taken life and See emaciation Little scars are showing On the outside On the outside On the outside On the outside So now they've grown up in these Brilliantly beautiful sterile communities Floating like the sleeper through the Flowers and emptiness, the boring futility So now they're educated 12 years of chains and lost opportunities What they have learned is how to Jump when the bell rings and fear the breakdown See the pain inflicted and See the vein restricted and See the pain inside Caressed, unfolded, delivered To the outside To the outside To the outside To the outside It's known that nothing can be done There's just no room for the unconverted It's known that anything is possible But there's nothing worth doing here I haven't any dreams left to dream Pretty children I'm the angel who guards you You've done enough We have to move on See the forgotten sun and See the forsaken ones and See them driving cars As big as they are, as fast as they'll go and See the eyes turned in and See cigarette-burnt skin and See self-loathing love Assumed, turned up, and used On the outside On the outside On the outside On the outside Outside On the outside On the outside On the outside I looked down and closed my eyes. I only wanted a little blood, but I didn't know how deep a.. a fresh blade could cut. The blood just streamed. Um, I was really disgusted but I did it anyway. Um, I milked the wound even though it hurt... and well I wondered how in the world I was gonna hide this from mother. I tended to it myself by pulling the skin together and taping it really tight. And... I suppose I really should have gotten stitches but well, I dunno Wednesday, 4:52 PM