InfiniteRapper - They Think I'm Crazy lyrics

[Verse 1] This song's a crime it's evident Murder your rhymes with better ones All of your lines' irrelevant, always confined to barriers Demise you're fearing it, my time is finally here and you Hear a new sound That'll make them stop hearing you now But you're kind of hesitant cause I'm white as a skeleton So you deny the talent comparing my style to Eminem's But I was a regular person disguised as legend And I'm a predator despite the sh** my mind has ever been Through Obsessed by memories, my brain is cooked and dead Hoodie all the time cause I should start to look ahead You think OCD is washing your hands although you just did? Take a trip with me, I'll show you what OCD really is Thoughts of murders and rape, not the person you hate But the people you love, all of them are burning in flames And your brain convinces you that all these thoughts can become true So you need to stop it somehow or their d**hs'll be on you And deep down you know the truth You'll go home and see your family The chance of you not seeing them anymore causes insanity And it's your job, so you develop compulsions And start talking to yourself, it becomes your adulthood You need to walk certain way, need to talk a certain way Move your head a certain way, pray to God a certain way Man you think that this is nothing but I could've screwed up My father told me it seemed like I could've just shot a school up CHORUS (x2) (They Think I'm Crazy) And they're right I f**ing was (They Think I'm Crazy) Glad I never grabbed a gun (They Think I'm Crazy) And I thought that I was done No one helped me, no one felt it, I was down but I got up [Verse 2] And you were never into smoking, you were never into drinking But you're a victim of the worst addiction to exist But it's in your mind people don't care cause it doesn't affect your body So you're thinking suicide so these f**ers can get your problem But don't do it, you're a fighter Don't start lying to yourself Yeah this sh** escalated but you hide it pretty well You're 17 now. Go and meet new individuals More than half your day is just spent doing these rituals The rest of the time, you pretend that you don't have it Watch a movie with friends Get out, don't remember what happened But you manage to get a girl Thank God cause she's an angel But the monster that it made you Makes her feel like she's in danger Although you gave her everything and would have died for her You lost her, no options Man where's your life going? Your friends don't understand you anymore What can they say? f** all these people! But understand them if they think CHORUS (x2) (They Think I'm Crazy) And they're right I f**ing was (They Think I'm Crazy) Glad I never grabbed a gun (They Think I'm Crazy) And I thought that I was done No one helped me, no one felt it, I was down but I got up [Verse 3] And this is when you can distinguish Who matters Cause the pricks and all the other b**hes Just scatter Found another girl and I was convinced She was like the previous Till she broke my heart when this sh** Taunted me and I needed her "f** you" is what I scream to them Guess what? I defeated it When people are not there just grab the pen And you can bleed through it That's the key to it Every thought that came along Instead of stressing and depression, grabbed a pen And wrote a song And you can do it too. Whether it's football or lifting You're never alone, go and f**ing google your symptoms I made it, thank the real, I thank the fake and I thank all of ya Rap saved my life, this sh** is not metaphorical And now I'm on that best rapper alive thing I'm on that I'm better than you at any given time thing I'm on that you better include me in that top 5 thing Just reach in my brain You'll see I''m in that mind state CHORUS (x2) (They Think I'm Crazy) And they're right I f**ing was (They Think I'm Crazy) Glad I never grabbed a gun (They Think I'm Crazy) And I thought that I was done No one helped me, no one felt it, I was down but I got up