Infinite Horizon - Buried in Words lyrics

[Verse 1: Infinite Horizon] The f** did I just do Depression teach me lessons Guess that's what it's come to .. I can't tell the difference Between the fake and what's true My judgement impaired, f** it I'm scared f** that I'm here They ask if I considered my daughter beforehand I quit my job to follow my heart I love my girls both with all of my heart I quit my job cause it's hard to ignore this voice in my heart; It told me everyday I dragged myself in there to stop avoiding my art I used to push it aside I used to sit in the bathroom and cry Barely alive, I was dying inside... Lyrics I write bring my feelings to life Hindsight is 20/20... Foresight is nothing ugly I think my little girl will be proud of me Rather than scraping by I'ma push through and provide her with a greater life... I feel reinvigorated With a renewed faith and imagination I got determination and no more patience I'm ready to chase it, I'm ready to dive in Face first and embrace it I'm ready for whatever's in store ... just like before now I'm Buried in Words [Verse 2: Infinite Horizon] Back to the darkness Deep down in this bottomless pit Swimming through the sh** Full speed ahead Tried to swim out but went deeper instead To the darkest depths Few miles up Chief Keef lost his breath... Had to leave him behind and keep on my grind Can't help myself, tried to write what they write But I came up with this sh** instead It's a gift and a curse Like an addiction but worse My vision disturbed Pay close attention to the words Old school futuristic cubism hidden within the lyrics Future ain't the future, you must be f**ing kiddin' A young thug is shot on the block every minute The most basic form of mind control is repetition Around my way you could get k**ed in an instant So I don't give a sh** About which bathroom you picking to piss in Listen, motherf**er, listen It's the digital age, you trapped in a physical cage And can't escape your miserable ways Invisible pain, sitting sideways getting hit with the rain While hitting the indica strain Tryna find my way thru this infinite maze Endlessly I search, pay close attention to the verse Just like before, now I'm Buried in Words...