INFIDELIX - Breathe lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm mentally incapable of making desicions Trapped inside a mental prison I need somone to listen Screaming loud but nobody wants to lend an ear I tell you I'm a leader but I hide behind a mask of tears I am sincere, I wanna be a sound lad I wanna make you smile, I wanna be a good dad I wanna give you everything I know I never had Then I wake up from my dreams and I go back to being sad Fake characters keep knocking at the window The nightmares stay away until my face is in the pillow The herbal keeps me mellow My best friend is the kettle And when I'm feeling down I just throw on these instrumentals and I wish that life was free and I know It's getting harder and harder to breathe I wish that life was free and I know [Hook] And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe [Verse 2] I'm tired of taking shallow breaths With every minute that I'm living I'm just one more minute to my d**h So everyday I try my best cause I don't know when it's over so I live my life with no regrets Now follow me down the end of the road Where all these stories are told and now there told by the wise ones They are told by the people who have lived it I read it through their writtens and translate it when I spit it Philisophical mind I'm a pa**ionate artist and I'm gonna get mine And currently I'm chillen in the coolest place on earth I can't get my head up it's sinking farther in the dirt And I just wanna go home, but where is that exactly Cause on this planet all I do is always feel alone I feel like I'm the guy tha sits outside the crowd I'm wanting to scream I can't catch my breath its getting harder and harder to breathe [Hook] And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe And I can't catch my breath it's getting harder and harder to breathe [Outro] There's water underneath me, a weights stuck to my feet Can I go back to a time To the days when life was sweet Can I go back to a time when all I did was write my rhymes I didn't reason with the razorblades I think I'm fine But nowadays I can hardely keep up My mind wants to climb mountains But on the couch I stay stuck I guess this is how life goes I guess it's time that I accept it