Infest - Lying To Myself lyrics

I gotta make a change Even if it k**s me No more sh** Shot in these veins Too many years Lived half alive f**ed on d** Lost in space Lying to myself Can't stand the sight Of my own face I know I can do it Cause I've done it before I know I can fail Cause I've done it more I try to be positive But only dwell on the negative I'd try to tell you different But I'd only be Lying to myself Can't stand the sight Of my own face