Incwell - The Way I Feel lyrics

Everyday it's another way homie, as soon as the sun disappears the rain pours on me, and that's my story every morning I feel panic, drowning treading water it's unfortunate I can't swim better cause no one ever taught me I taught myself to fight away the pain be focused when you walk through hell, don't hold it in cause now I know it can cost your health, life's a jungle to survive you need a lot of help, well maybe it just wasn't in the stars or something, I'm callous now so I really ain't alarmed at nothing, always taking L's fortune doesn't starve the gluttonous life is double dutch and you don't get a pause to jump in, nowadays one mistake could cost your budget, try to be original they'll start to say you lost your nugget, if you want to be successful don't cross your public Mister Entertainer in essence it's your job to love em', my heart is thumping my palms is sweating my neck is aching just respect my gangster, when it rains it pours, I can't say no more, it's what you'll waiting for, it's the way I feel So I handle them politics and I'm back on my grizzly I'm spreading the word through every crack in the city, I'm like no chaser straight without a splash in your whiskey, so when I buy the farm I can't imagine you'll miss me, my life's on the silver screen each caption is sizzling my thoughts are so polished it's like I'm waxing my memories, my body's my temple my brain is my weapon contain your aggression don't let it taint you reflection but I'm an artist and I paint under pressure and that's whether or not these folks can relate to my message, my canvas is candid you'll hid from your problems see in these moments I can hint behind my persona like when it rains it pours it drizzles real bad, it just makes me think about the things I wish I still had, but I heal fast like my pain is a farce I got money on my brain and Novocain in my heart so don't start I'm so raw, I'm no holds bar without a dollar in my britches I'm hitting rock bottom rain following on my slicker, I'm trying not to faultier you can call it what you wish but A young Confucius, my thoughts running lucid if you don't learn from the past then you dumbing down your future the Barack of this music world square on my back not dropping a cubic because no one else would do it, so I did it first, call the source mag tell them print the verse I took a leap of faith it's 50/50 I'll be hitting earth, let me be real with you don't be scared to lose I'm a revolutionist I jumped without a parachute