[Intro:Rukhsana Merrise] Left all alone with just my fear The fire of my thoughts are clear Sitting in darkness you sound so sincere Telling me Ive wasted all these years... [Verse 1:Incisive] I Can't wait with my thumb out Life might pa** me by I'd rather run out Middle of the road And try My hardest God gave me one shot Take my shot Just above the target Call me an artist... Get your drum out Take away the snare - Work that sum out Take away the gas and the air Ur just flat out - tired Work that out and ur hired! Great! Juxtapose pianos,808's Yea its "One of those" Mate One of those nights When u detox No bottles to pop The flashing lights don't flash….And the Beats stops Just Long enough to realise What we got And what we haven't got yet Lights go out then everything is shown up Years moving by - still not yet ready To be grown up Dont stop dont stop 'Cause when the beat stops and the musics all gone and the lights go out Then my thoughts start to talk to me What we ought to have done and where we ought to be And when reality hits. I mean really hits its like one card - something that we can't deal with See living with the truth never worked out had to move out quick Find someone I could deal with Thats until it Stops [Chorus:Rukhsana Merrise] If I lose my mind Maybe I will find you We'll be flying high Places you can't climb too When I lose my mind Maybe I will find you We'll be flying high Places they can't climb to Talking... [Verse two:Incisive] Until they all fade away Either that or these thoughts will win Need to rap but the job don't pay Feelin trapped wanna be like ali cannot box me in And im...Wondering if rapping don't happen then Something will lack in dragon and If I can't breath fire don't need george to come and slay me Lay me back in them Dungeons Caught up my in my own fears Some things I don't want brought up Now they right here Scratchin on the surface Getting worse its Me building myself - ikea Got No idea why I'm right here Only fools toss fuels on they fear But What if and how long? I couldn't sleep living in a nightmare Dont stop dont stop Cause when the beat stops and the musics all gone and the lights go out Then my thoughts start to talk to me What we ought to have done and where we ought to be And when reality hits. I mean really hits its like one card - something that we can't deal with See living with the truth never worked out had to move out quick Find someone I could deal with Thats until it Stops [Chorus:Rukhsana Merrise] If I lose my mind Maybe I will find you We'll be flying high Places you can't climb too When I lose my mind Maybe I will find you We'll be flying high Places they can't climb to Talking... [Outro:Rukhsana Merrise] Left all alone with just my fear The fire of my thoughts are clear Sitting in darkness you sound so sincere Telling me Ive wasted all these years Talking to myself again Tryna fight these demons inside Had to much time To play with my mind