INcenDIAry - Survival lyrics

"Survival" I struggle to survive in this f**ing existence When every new morning brings a sober a**essment Of where I am, where I've been, and what I need to be Forget the past, stand and face whats in front of me But for better or worse, I carry on We decide our own demise But I'll always be reminded of the pain that I hold Because the ones who never loved me wrote the stories I've told And this shadow of doubt shakes my confidence So I gotta hide my soul for fear of consequence So I still survive but can you say the same? Because I'm laying flowers at your grave Before the bloods been drained I never forgive and I never forget So I wrote you off because i know you'd quit I never forgive and i never forget I'll watch you fail every chance I f**ing get