In Vain - In Rememberance lyrics

I saw a future standing before my weary eyes. A reformation of life, grasp or decay. Frightened by light, this opportunity escaped. Lonely and cold, hiding from daylight. These burdensome longings tearing me apart I hold my breath to stay alive I'm lost in confusion, stranded on air I remain in despair. Waiting in silence, hiding the pain. I enter nightfall, never left any trace. Only memories of what could have been remain. In my secret plight. These burdensome longings tearing me apart... Through the sorrows of my life I slowly realize. My longing, my desperation can not be cured. Before the pain in my heart has been tread apart. These burdensome longings tearing me apart... No one ever saw me gleam.