In Trance 95 - In God's Heaven lyrics

I am laughing as you're crying I will push you as you are dying I will k** you in sweet gentleness I will let you as you are trying i will fail you all the time I don't care about all the rest Now I guess that's the best What is left now to confess When your heart is filled with emptiness If I put it down to a test You represent what I detest To think about what a mess But there's beauty in this ugliness I am laughing as you are crying I will push you as you are dying I will fill with doubts your nothingness I am selling what you're buying I don't care how much you're lying It's time to put it all down to a rest Well I guess that's the best To lose what we had was a bless Now go to hell with all the rest To put it down to a test You represent what I detest To think inside me I'ma mess There's beauty in this ugliness I am laughing as you're crying I will push you as you are dying I will k** you in sweet gentleness I have loved you like a crime I 'll forget and I'll be fine I don't care if something good is left