In The Face Of War - Indiana Jones lyrics

This is an open letter to myself To remind me of who I've been and who I am And that I don't know much of anything But another day is another chance to try I've been asking the question which came first Those kind of thoughts have driven me mad I've been gone for far too long Too long for me to understand I've been a captain with no crew Lost long ago to mutiny I've been steering with no map No compa**es will guide me I've been at the helm with blind intention My pride keeps this sinking ship afloat I've been casting my nets into the sea Trying to catch the leviathan Directed by whims of the wind There's no one to blame but myself I've stepped on dry land with no friends There's no one to blame but myself I've forced myself to my wit's end There's no one to blame I'm empty of excuses Because I'm full of disappointment But another day is another chance to try