In The Face Of War - I Am A Lost Boy lyrics

I don't know where I've been So I don't know where I'm going I didn't understand it then So there's no way of knowing How much I'll misunderstand it again There will never be a day when I close my eyes Don't think about that day No matter what happens between now and then It just won't go away, it just won't go away It was a day that we'll both replay in our minds for the rest of our lives These are the days we will both replay in our minds for the rest of our lives I don't want you to promise, I just want you to be honest I am a lost boy and I just can't leave this fairy tale The wind holds our secrets All the words no one else knows If we could take this moment and redirect our lives Where would we want them to go? If I had a catalog of everything you said to me I wonder would I react differently But all I have to remind me of what you said Are the feelings you've left inside my head I long for those days I would do anything to make the moment last I long for those days But what makes them special is that they pa** I know what I have to offer is never enough But there's always reincarnation as you always said There's always tomorrow and our lives we've yet led There's always tomorrow but we're not dead yet I always envisioned you a fine crystal sculpture High on a pedestal, a truly graceful structure And if I upset it, your body would rupture Into countless pieces I can't set back up there The parts that were fragile and shattered Were all the things that never really mattered The essence and strength can be uncovered They represent things that are undiscovered