In-Quest - Neo-Pseudo Existence lyrics

A new fake existence as universe aligned I've seen a red handed halo stirred within untamed and bitter a soul went awoken a feline once frail and broken the more I cling and crawl, distance rises a predators's thrall as water streaming upwards has me drowned, the myth of sisyphus turns real terminal sickness, purge my exitence I found the track to my other self lost, succumb to my fate irreversibly blocked I failed you in vain I flew you the prey hunt, the deer shot inseminated melancholy, contaminated without empathy terminal sickness, purge my existence of this piteous throwness I choke a neo-pseudo existence where despise and desire can't be told apart, where pain boils in the soil of the soul and a fading will reigns the heart my perception without cure for you a truth too obscure isolated, battered and broken, I bity my way through these restraints senses numb, behind a grinfrozen I dispossess of once treasured lost faith magic with morals you're reluctant, yourself to embrace or endure meaningless thoughts derail in moments of atonement amorality prevails 5 minutes, a wish never granted, angelic nectar implanted imagine the marvel of utopian perfectin unmasked a fraud a mockup in sudden insight catharsis undone you chose a neo-pseudo existence shaded whit shallow stripped emotions, where your life is nothing but a hollow shell and your words are void of devotion the way things once believed end in sorrow grieved and what once surprised is demystified catharsis undone