In Memory Of - Back-Room Bride lyrics

Break apart your world, it's not like it was intact anyway Scalpel wielding hands, trembling from ma**ive disarray Look inside your thoughts, is this who you'd thought you'd be All the way in the end, in the end This buckle in my head, it blocks out all reason And I'm moaning "I'm dead" but I do not mean it You are my back-room bride and I will love you forever But no one will ever know your broken wings won't fly away You are my back-room bride and I will love you forever But no one will ever know Your eyes are open, but you won't see Your mouth is moving, but you won't speak A word about what happens behind closed doors Battered and beaten but you're coming back for more A broken record of a woman screaming over and over A voice hid in your face is me, I'll k** her cause I love her You are my back-room bride and I will love you forever But no one will ever know your broken wings won't fly away You are my back-room bride and I will love you forever But no one will ever know Where are you going? Come back The holes that line the walls are all that we made I sit alone in the dark and realize I'm to blame