In Loving Memory - As In Pain As In Shadows lyrics

Leaving the world of mortals I belong to Thee My corruptible body is lifeless But I feel the same pain inside of me Heaven is not white Hell is not fire full But in the shadows I am Seems like been caught in the middle Heaven is not white Hell is not fire full As in pain as in shadows As in pain as in shadows Heaven is not white Hell is not fire full But 'cause the pain that I have Cannot be pulled down again Heaven is not white Hell is not fire full As in pain as in shadows As in pain as in shadows No where to cry No God to pray for Now I'm beside you And there's's no God to pray for