In Grey - I Think lyrics

Pain, darkness, despair: My life weighs me down. When will I, a righteous man, see the light that I think I so much deserve? What have I done to be punished this way? When will my time come? Or will I forever wander in darkness: Please god help me die! Help me away from all in this world. Don't let me search for d**h like a lost f**ing bird, If you can't let me into the others happiness.