I used to smile If you look my way I used to have conversations With nothing to say I tried my best Did all that I should I even kept myself sober As long as I could But I don't do that kind of sh** anymore Cause the k**er in my dreams Has the face of every single person that I meet It's my anxiety I used to try I used to be cool I even tattooed my body And dropped out of school I used to love without a care I even used to give a damn If no one was there But I don't do that kind of sh** anymore Cause the k**er in my dreams Has the face of every single person that I meet It's my anxiety