In Element - Spiraling lyrics

Why I can't Comprehend Why I m here? Why this Is more violent Every time? Why I can't Take control of this mess? Why this Feel so unreal? Why I need Venom and hate to release my pain? Why I need To see your blood to set my mind free? "Forever shine in the sun" Once the lie I've made The black birds of chaos Spiraling into the sea of sanity Why I can't Believe this is real? Why I can't Accept you're my disease? And I'll be forever shining in the sun On the edge Of the blade Balancing And I won't fall down I've wondered trough this circle for years And nothing seems to change (seems to change, never change) Because I've learned to live hiding in chaos Open eyes again hiding in chaos Repeating the journey as the hero Fragile ends infect my speech Spend some time among the broken Coexisting with the drama Why I can't Believe this is real? Why I can't Accept you're my disease? Why I can't Recognize you are not your Reflection in my mind? In this point There's no turning back. Impossible to define A room with no doors With one thousand questions Answers drown in your Selfishness I been left to drown In my own spiral of chaos This is the end of this game My final song. Burning my soul to an ash. Erasing your name from my skin. This is the end of this game Spiraling Forever shining in the sun Spiraling Once the lie I've made Black birds of chaos Venom and hate