In Due Time - Crushed and Conquered lyrics

where is the hope where is the faith I thought I had? it's so sad to say but I lose alittle more everyday in one ear and out the other I don't want to hear what they have to say I want to believe that you stand strong I want to believe in that song the weight of knowing that's a false hope its almost too much to take every minute of knowing the truth adds another brick to the wall I'm holding up for you this could be the last brick the one that breaks my back I would still do anything for you but I hope you know what I have to do it's not about me and you it's about him he'll see us through