In Control - Until It's Gone lyrics

The hands on my clock top turning, pain and sorrow set in Reality hits me like a brick in the face and the lights are growing dim The fact that you can't change the past can drive you f**ing mad Sometimes all the you can do is reflect on the e xpreiences that you had Another sun sets, another day gone by I don't know if i can forgive myself no mater how hard i try Because i had so many chances, but i didnt seize the day And now i'm left alone with the words i never got to say Bad luck comes so sudden, brings me to my knees I want so bad to shed a tear but it's harder than it seems I've spent so much time perfecting the art of holding my emotions in I know I should let them out but i bottle them up tiem and time again And I'm sorry I couldn't be there to hold you one more time Nothing can fill this empty void in my heart I'll learn to love harder and appreciate what i have Because you dont know what you've got until it's gone