In Clover - Far Past My Conception lyrics

Things have been so blurry for a long time And all the unfair years they never went by fast It's just so hard to discern my part in this I'm hopeing that these feelings come to pa** I stumble when i can't concieve the way to be No matter how how it looks i feel the same I misconstrue my life with what to do And be you would comprehend that I would never feel this way What can i do Theres nothing left for me anymore What can i do In some ways im scared for whats in stored Now i can't help but feel the way i do