Impure Wilhelmina - Tense lyrics

No I don't know why I have to swear To stay alive I should think twice And k** myself And celebrate And just sit down No I have no choice I want to live Slave to my wish I should think twice And k** myself And fall asleep Next to you I need some love I'm always tense I hate myself I'm always tense I f** this world I'm always tense I'm always bleeding I'm always tense