Sometimes I don't feel quite myself here Sometimes I don't feel like it's my home Would like to be a place where I'm free to play, a place I call my own Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in a spider's web And each thread is in itself a problem So I try to break free, untangled But I'm back to where I started from If only I where a bu*terfly I'd fly so high Right pa**ed the sky And let go my fears Let go my my despairs I will give them to the air, without a care I walk alone in the dark I wonder through the night I lie to look up high To see the starry skies It gives me strength to know There's peace somewhere up there So quite so undisturbed I'm mystified In my bed I lie awake And I'm dreaming of that land So far away from me It makes me want to cry ... Pray for the day for I die If only I where a bu*terfly Id fly so high Right pa**ed the sky And let go my fears Let go my my despairs I will give them to the air, without a care