Dragging me down, there's nothing left of this broken man Bearing this weight, it weakens me day by day Try to find change, but I'm looking through jaded eyes Leave me here, I know no other way to live Using the fear to suffer the pain Driven by rage in this manic mind A life of service a life in ruin Shattered so slowly ever so completely I've given so much it's stolen my soul I'm nothing at all it defines my being The pleasures of life elude me still Cast me out cast me down The hate inside me overcomes the world It empowers me It elevates me My devotion blinds me the darkness finds me Heavy on me weighing down on me This devotion drives me my actions haunt me Crushing me crushing down on me