Imaginary Baseball League - Posing For Stills lyrics

I've got nearly all i could want Wish i could say the same for you But you're missing something that you just can't pin down And on the days you try and find it I'm best out of town... I've got a toaster, a tv, and you But i'm here scattered and blistered and blue Damn that silencer on your gun If it were loud and rowdy I might have known this shot would come You don't like diamonds, i won't get you none You don't like republicans, i'll be damned if i'm one But i live a life that you sometimes despise I'm broke as a joke, but i won't tell you no lies If you're without me at christmas next year Will you cry at the thought of these fears? Will "have you forgotten" leave you dancing alone, Or will the kiss of another just swallow my own? And i love you baby, it doesn't bother me to say Even when i'm saying it in the most embarra**ing of ways But today's not enough to k** this lump in my throat So let me dream of tomorrow and of the things we once spoke... I see lights, food, and family, and everyone's there There's elaine, there's nathan, there's mother and there, Down by the tree, we're posing for stills With lydia judith and mason mills.