I used to stand outside the english wing After second period Just so I could see her walking by Talking with her friends She was only one year ahead of me But she wasn't realistically A possibility of mine Shes just kept me company in my mind I wish you were around these lonely days Because I am growing desperately afraid That everyone is bleakly middling, Pa**ionless, and blankly piddling Always in a phanton costume She hovered between the library doors Where she'd keep up the fiction as it Would come and it would go If only I could still obsess of you Well, I suppose that I probably still do Because you're the only unattainable Untainted, the one infallible I wish you were around these lonely days Because I am growing desperately afraid That everyone is bleakly middling, Pa**ionless, and blankly piddling I wish you'd come around these lonely days Even though I know you could not stay Beneath this emotional poverty line Behind all the tooth-decaying smiles The one infallible The one infallible