Illy - Lightshow lyrics

[Verse 1] She said, "you ever have one of those days?" I've had 'em on loop, each worse than the one it replaced But there's comfort in routines, even in bad ones Arrived to the fight of my life with a cap gun Time after wrong time, bad place Stuck in a long line, rat race Can't palm off a quick fix, Band-Aid These dramas, got my fingerprints hand made I lost my way, messed with my essence Depression, I guessed it My head that I'm wrestling, has left me for dead And I'm desperate for strength but I'm scared It's anyone's guess where it ends But I'll crawl through the rain, 'til I walk again My pain, your pain, it's all one in the same So when I told her my fears were the fame Half smile on her face, she said, "I can relate" I know [Hook 1] Said I know, I know, I know the rain I've been places where that light can seem a world away I know, I've been low, never seems too long ago Never seems too long ago, oh [Verse 2] Yeah, yeah, you told me Man I've been knocked flat on my back Went off track on a map, and every turn I tried to recapture the pa**ion It ends in a brand new scrap, but never mind Blindsided, they left me first My sense of purpose followed by sense of worth And regaining those senses, relentless work But I will, I swear it, mark my every word, 'cause Hitting bottom only lead one direction And one step up worth a million intentions See, first you test it, then come to questions Then the lesson, only then the redemption So if you low, listen you gotta know It's part of the show, come back you gotta go The hard truth in the cold light of day We all finding out way, I said, "I can relate" I know [Hook 2] Said I know, I know, I know the rain I've been places where that light can seem a world away I know, I've been low, never seems too long ago Yeah but from the ashes phoenix rose Get yourself a seat man, here's the lightshow Get yourself a seat man, here's the lightshow [Verse 3] I said I shot my light As the rain poured, when that flame got dim I just sheltered 'em all When the whole chorus told me I couldn't I nearly bought it Almost had me doing the dirty work for 'em Ain't no cause for retreat, and if I left them, when What they say about me? Look, the world thought I was brought to my knees I break the storm, made the gale force look a breeze, please Get me, stop it already I love myself, without poise or a penny The stakes weigh heavy, and I'm sure plenty more to come The strength I got from it could break levees They tried oh they tried but they knock us down And all the no's in the world ain't gon' stop us now Hell nah, not a chance, you lied up your weight You line up a name, you fire away I know [Bridge] Get yourself a seat man, here's the lightshow Get yourself a seat man, here's the lightshow [Hook 3] Said I know, I know, I know I know the rain I've been places where that light can seem a world away I know, I've been low, never seems too long ago Yeah but from the ashes phoenix rose Get yourself a seat man, here's the lightshow Get yourself a seat man, here's the lightshow Get yourself a seat man, here's the lightshow