ILLHOVA - Blue Velvet (Prod.Josh Pan) lyrics

She was about 5 8 She was blonde She had a nirvana tee shirt on She had makeup She hates love She doesn't hate us She's on hiatus She capable of great stuff She always trying to make up This life she created For conversation Ever since She was disowned She taking benzos Too keep her mental Side of her life hidden Behind that complacency You fall short to your own medium You only focus on the things You hate to see The person you'd hate to be The person your father said You are made to be He was a misogynist Or the rest of the world At the time What is the consequence When the things you say Feel so damn common sense Cause you breathed what you listened to Like it was oxygen Don't blame it on him Don't blame it On her Don't blame it on me Actually blame it on him And her And me And yourself It's your fault Its created by our minds Developed by time These people die for perception Like that's what keeps them alive Why they always say You do better with time Time is a idea Time is simply a limit To structure how long we last As we Physically appear If I wrote her tears It was last till we all die From the things we aren't scared of Misinterpreted fears (break) If we died What would they write about us If we died What would they think about us If we died What would they read about us If we died Why does it matter Before that thought comes Why are stories labeled through pages Why does time label our differences as generations Why does time put numbers on our identity Why are they ages Matter a fact I'm aging The things that hurt you the most Make you so painless (bridge) Let me follow these waves Sorry I misbehaved I can't reach the surface I'm way pa**ed that stage Swimming through irony Don't let me contradict my ways Let me follow these waves