Illdisposed - Light in the Dark lyrics

In every sad way I still look at your name Why won't you join us? How could you leave? When will you see, when will you find out Stop asking where we should be I lost my place in life When will you find out, if I am the one Just set me free Be my light in the dark You're such a mess now At my grave, you will kneel Come to rest, but feel no loss You share no wish to be Set me free and I'll leave Pending, never look back I need you to stay You forget who I am Invading in my way And forgetting your name Never to join us How could you leave?