Michael lost his friend today I'm at a loss of words We grieve about it every time How'd they leave the Earth And sometimes I wonder if this life is really worth it What am I doing on this Earth, man What is my purpose I go to sleep afraid Wake up feeling worthless Deep anxiety hidden by a calm surface But I'm still dedicated to my work and service Been a few weeks working on a beat for Curtis Rap's handyman If it's broke than I can fix it So it's down to business When I finish Dan can mix it But every time we finish I feel like its in vain I wonder if there's anybody who can feel my pain Feel the pain Feel the struggle Facing 4th and 26 Breakin' out the huddle But it looks like I found Freddie Mitchell Cause I find a way to pull it out Before the whistle blows And I'm rippin flows Like Ray Lewis stripping balls Out a halfbacks arm It's like I'm tripping balls Cause my flow is acidic Never been basic And victory is so close That I can almost taste it So draw me up a nice contract That I can sign But oh sh** I'm still sittin on the sideline But if you ask me how I am I'll say I'm doing fine Stayin' patient on the wait list Waiting for my time From the basement to the attic I'm about to climb Rap addict moving forward Never on rewind Shine so bright That I might leave 'em blind Divine inspiration Leavin' chills down your spine And if the song is done and Nothing else can come to mind Then just remember two words: Merrick Stein