Ill-Noize - Isolation/Vanish lyrics

[Part 1 - Isolation] [Intro: Ill-Noize] My eyes on fire, my pupils dilated It can't just be the cold that's got me vacant... (Nah) [Nah] My eyes on fire, my pupils dilated It's got me jaded & sedated My bones are numb, my soul is aching... [Verse: Ill-Noize] ...Today I woke up alone Fell asleep next to a stranger But sometimes that's just the way it goes... I been feelin' kinda like the old me Cold & lonely, depressed, always stressed... & barely sleeping So I lock myself in isolation & I try to reach a state of elevation Smoke too much, disrupt the progress Dissect the beat, & repeat the process Chasing my own tail, just getting nowhere Clouded, I just over think Lately my mind tends to just wander off... I feel strange in public Is their free will? Or all we all puppets? Is there true good? Or do we all covet? Nothings in this life is free from judgement We're all guilty of the lucky # deadly seven... I think we're in Hell, Do you believe in Heaven..? [Outro: Ill-Noize] (I don't know if I believe in much of anything, anymore... I guess I just keep on moving forward...) [Part 2 - Vanish] [Verse: Ill-Noize] I've been up, I been down I've been bright, I been blue Been both a God & just a stranger in a crowded room... But will I ever find my place on this planet? Sometimes I feel I need to vanish (vanish)... (×4)