Ill-Noize - Wrapping Up... lyrics

[Verse 1: Ill-Noize] Started this year thinking you'd be by my side til the end But I guess you had a change of heart, & left me 8 months in, (damnn) I don't believe, but for weeks, I swear I prayed for your call, (I swear) 3am drunk in December, yea you just skipped the whole Fall I guess it makes sense you were wasted the first time I spoke to you You might as well be drunk for the last time that we speak too. (Lush) It's funny, lately I've been thinking 'bout how we just used to f**, (f**) Then I'd wake up to an empty bed, & not hear from you for months, (nahh) I guess things don't really change, here we are from the jump & you're still calling me drunk begging for me to pick you up, (what the f**...) The pathetic thing is I would have done it too Because deep down inside I'll always love you (I don't know why) Plus I could've used the s** to relieve some stress I swear your p**y got a hex, & I'll be cursed 'til my last breath 5 years back & forth, it's like we always come back to this mess... But for what it's worth, I still wish you the best... (I wish you were dead...) [Hook: Ill-Noize] (Go!) This year brought out the worst in me Please make this stop, I've had enough This year brought out the worst in me So I'll just finish wrapping up... [Verse 2: Ill-Noize] It's like I can't focus on anything, anymore It's like I'm standing on the porch with my foot in the door Don't know whether to enter or exit What the f**s the objective? Where the f** am I headed? I don't know... Lately I've been feeling stuck in a loop Someone please unplug the chord or hit reboot Cause this month I've been so off track Anxiety attacks, can't get my head to wrap Around this emptiness I feel... I swear in January I felt like I could take on the world I had it all, good money, a vision, 'til my vision blurred Lost it all, got off track, got sick & depressed Worse than ever before, I could barely leave my bed But I still never gave up, in fact her leaving might have lit the spark To reignite this fire in my heart, & get myself out the dark I'm used to being by myself, no alarm Start from scratch, drop it all & restart... [Hook 2: Ill-Noize] (*1... 2... 3... 4...* Go!) This year brought out the worst in me Please make this stop, I've had enough This year brought out the worst in me Hoping to find some better luck This year brought out the worst in me Forget the past & rebuild trust This year brought out the worst in me So I'll just finish wrapping up... [Verse 3: Ill-Noize] I'll finish wrapping up, throw the gifts under the tree Open one up, see what the world has in store for me Let me breathe, just needed some time to think Just needed to be alone, just needed a f**ing drink, a fat smoke & b**h on her knees Some material things, spread this music like a disease, so cold I'm making you sneeze Ya'll know you best better believe it Wait 'til my tape drops in 2015, b**h