Ill Instrumentals - Captain and the Strikes lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been drinking far too much Guess that's why I lost my touch Such thoughts came out as such Jumping through topics like double Dutch I started off with a couple beers Beginnings with a couple cheers But then began my biggest fear Control I couldn't even steer The smoke hurts every time So I'm here writing every rhyme I can't reach my god damn prime So I better write some decent chimes Sit down, take a shot of captain Make sure English looks like Latin I become the rum a**a**in And burn through it with a pa**ion With a pa**ion [Pre-Verse] Maybe I could take a trip to the hamptons Morgan can arm the cannons Cause I don't know what just happened So let's go down to Southampton [Verse 2] Drained down mainly alcohol poison Straight 'til My head hears voices So in time I remain frozen Oh boy, this is an annoyance A f**in annoyance I can't deal with anymore of this sh** The only thing I can get wet is my dick I can get completely over with The captain and strikes got me into this paranoia Even though I remain f**ing royal After all the plans have been soiled Even if it means being f**in' loyal [Verse 3] I'm remembering all the sh**ty clothes I guess that's just how this sh** goes Assuming a lifestyle could be dealin coke Mornings in the living room covered in snow We aspire to be above the common joes Wanting to f** the girls with the perfect pose No options for cash begin perfecting your flow Green is the worst reason to say your woes Desperation makes you want to sell your soul And all for what? Just a white nose? Seeking forgiveness on your knees in between rows I've become the Van Gogh of polyphonic prose Do you aspire change of what of which created us 99% of our decisions based on greed and lust Limited in conversation, limited in topics in which to discuss Praying now a days seems completely superfluous Hip hop seems to be the basis for free speech Now, I only wish that it would speak back to me I speak of nobody else, but the main deity I'd accept the declarations with any uncertainty [Verse 4] Intellectual writings of a depressed genius Brought up thoughts only for convenience Just as god, I am the last thing from lenient I do await respect from the ones with knowledge and obedience Destroying our brain with alcohol and d** Using smoke to deteriorate the lungs Making regular arguments look like battlefront Cause the apocalypse now but I'd rather not be so blunt This is the epiphany I've always felt Realization that'll make you melt I'm gonna be the first dude to hang myself With a god damn Versace belt