Ill Bill - My Uncle Shoots Heroin (Original Demo) lyrics

[Hook] My uncle shoots h**n, my father used to do c**aine My moms smoked weed with her friends the day I turned eight Started smoking age twelve, sold it at fourteen Bombing for peace is like f**ing for virginity Conscious rap is bullsh**, gangster rap is a fraud This is real rap, bang your f**ing head through the wall This is drug music, stuck with a syringe in your arm I'm the truth like the name of the song Yo my uncle shoots h**n [Ill Bill] Bathroom floor, found a syringe Back from the Hydro Tour, Howie went out on a binge The snake b**h I was f**ing even took him to cop A month later he was on the floor looking for rock Missed a flight to Czech Republic, walked in the rest Found him lying in his own puke talking to d**h Cocaine poisoning, he shot the h**n since fourteen February 2003, he was clean I helped him out, he kicked crack, dope, and meth Hosted shows, free clothes, bubblebaths, autographs Told me he wanted to make a Howie action figure Before his latest relapse I'm glad I captured pictures I love Howie, homie used to change my diapers To save him I'd have jumped in front of spray from snipers But this is just something that he's gotta do on his own I try to get through to him with this song yo My uncle shoots h**n [Ill Bill] He used to live in my crib, sleep on my couch smoking Newport 100's Gave me comic books, bought me my first ba** guitar Learned from my grandma how to tell you the future with cards Watch the sci-fi channel high off of methadone More addictive than anything injected in the arm D.T.'s five in the morning waking my moms Got a search warrant but Howie Tenenbaum is gone Roaming the streets, he was a superhero to me When I was five I used to pick the seeds out of his weed Nodding out, burning cigarette holes in his sheets Wake up and eat a box of cereal then go back to sleep He was a crackhead too, he might still be A walking relapse, that motherf**er's still on the street You tell him right he goes left Show him right he does wrong I hope I get through to him with this song yo [Hook]