Ike - I THOUGHT YOU KNEW lyrics

ON THE INSIDE I KEEP IT TO MYSELF ON THE OUTSIDE GOT A POKER FACE FROM HELL WELL I HAVEN'T CRIED FOR A LONG, LONG TIME AND I MUST ADMIT IT SCARES ME DID I FINALLY LEARN HOW TO DEAL WITH YOU OR DID I SHUT DOWN PERMANENTLY AND MAYBE IT WAS JUST IN MY HEAD AND EVERYTHING THAT I LEFT UNSAID WAS A STRANGE ASSUMPTION I COULD'VE SWORN WAS TRUE 'CAUSE I THOUGHT YOU KNEW IF AN ACTION DOESN'T SCREAM A THOUSAND WORDS YOUR REACTION IS TO DIE A THOUSAND DEATHS AND I DRIVE AND DRIVE WITH MY SIDE-VIEW EYE BUT I GUESS IT JUST GOT LAZY WE WERE SO MUCH CLOSER THAN WE APPEARED OR MAYBE I WAS CRAZY BUT I KNOW I'M GONNA LOSE CONTROL AND I MIGHT BEG YOU TO SAVE MY SOUL FROM MY OWN REFLECTION I NEVER COULD SEE THROUGH 'CAUSE I THOUGHT YOU KNEW I THOUGHT YOU KNEW