IKILLYA - Exhortation lyrics

Oh Thinking back I can't remember A time when this pain did not define me This pressure crushing my heart Centrifugal, tearing me apart Running full force for all these years Just counting the moments 'till I collapse Holding the weight of your world and mine I swear it's going to k** me I don't need your ignorance I don't need your cowardice Parading as my deliverance [Chorus] Oh These broken blisters bleeding Through constricted hands I will not lie for you Cold, the cold, the cold that reaches my bones Like so many times it has before It's a pain I feel I must endure As if suffering gives meaning If I found the peace I dream of Would it ever be enough to calm me Am I built to be your lost soul Or do I need your hell to draw my breath [Chorus] The look, in your eyes. it amplifies The words, like knives, flying from your mouth The look, in your eyes, it exemplifies Everything, everything decrepit in you So sick and twisted In my own head I feel the need to punish me For not having The strength I need To hold up every wall that falls on me That falls on me [Chorus] I will not lie For you