II Kings - Standing Still lyrics

[Intro: Elusive] It's been a long road, and of my own admission Before I met you, my life was stuck in it's intermission I tried to change but, I was just sitting, wishing So ain't it strange - that it's only now I begin to listen I'm hearing voices in my head (I left you) But I ain't crazy, they're just echoes of everything you have ever said It's like I'm talking to myself though So I guess, in my mind, there is no time and I am already dead.. [Verse 1: Elusive] So when I'm gone, I won't have no regrets And I'll still live my life, even though I'm so depressed I'm just standing still, like I ain't gotta ask myself the question, "Should I k** myself?" Cause somehow I think the answer will But I ain't frightened by the thought of d**h I'm dead inside, my mind's gone, and I am short of breath Already, and I've given everything to you And I ain't asked for nothing back, so if I leave - it's cause there's nothing left But sometimes I think you just wanna see me break I guess being honest with you was my first mistake And since there's nothing left to give Now you know why d** is, the only thing, that I can take But I'm done flying, I see the land It's like the earth reached out to me, and gave me a hand Cause now I'm fighting with my power of will And as long as time's still moving, this is just where we stand.. [Hook: DMB] I feel like I need room to breathe, I can't make it up this hill Cause it seems more like a mountain, that I just don't have the time to k** I just wanna know if you believe, cause if what we had was real Then I know you'll come back to me.. and until then I'll be standing still.. [Verse 2: Elusive] As the pain grows, I'm so miserable The evidence for this is just inadmissible See, I miss you though But the only reason I am standing still, is because now I feel, invisible Yeah, life is better - when you can live it tandem And the only reason I know that, is cause I've been abandoned And even though it might seem like I'm standing still The truth is, that I am just glad to still be standing Cause inside, it feels like suffocation I'd let out, but I deserve to suffer, what I'm facing See, in a way I hope I die Cause when you're gone, you're done and dusted, it's over, there's no resuscitation And maybe then, you could see me rise Like I'll touch the skies, on my way to paradise Until then, you'll see me standing still My heart beats, but I feel, like I've been paralyzed.. [Hook] [Verse 3: DMB] My whole life, I've been spinning in a vortex Now my brain's disconnected from the cortex I had a flashback, and what I saw next Was my life's work turned into a short text And that's enough to make a man break Can't fake, give me something that I can take Damn straight, take a pill so I can plan fate Dan wait, don't forget to cut the handbrake But something's wrong, I know this can't be real I should be going down but I'm still standing still Please take away, what I can feel I don't want to go through torture if I can't be k**ed Yes we can fulfill, the prophecy But I swear I did not receive what you offered me Even though I'm gonna finish what I started And right now I'm standing still, cause I think you have forgotten me.. [Hook] [Outro: DMB] Cause time will always keep moving, but I'm standing still.. I can feel the world as it's turning, but I'm standing still.. And in my mind, I feel like I'm flying, but I'm standing still.. So I'll see you when you're returning - cause until then I'll be standing still...