II Kings - Lonely lyrics

[Verse 1: Elusive] All my life, I have dreamt of flying Made myself a bed, that I couldn't lie in And now I'm glad that the world hasn't ended yet Cause I'm taking back, what is Mayan Until it's all in alignment But you don't know what you mean to me, or even what that line meant As I reinvent, myself, yeah, I'll pay the cost Cause I'm just grateful for all the time spent Like happiness is all that we require But if telling you the truth, makes me a liar I don't know why I'd even bother, anymore Though I can feel the heat, I can't see the fire Cause it's a different kind of metaphor Like a change in the tides, that I just never saw But I know now I'm better off Tryna find somebody who I am better for So it's time I start moving on I was still standing here, while you were gone And now I have to set my own pace And let the pieces fall into place - cause as of now, I don't need anyone.. [Hook: DMB] Don't be.. So distant when you hold me.. If you're my one and only.. Why do I feel so lonely.. (Lonely..) Don't be.. So distant when you hold me.. If you're my one and only.. Why do I feel so lonely.. (Lonely..) [Verse 2: DMB] I've searched everywhere and turned every stone But I still return alone into an empty throne Forced to give back everything I've ever owned Now a full house has turned into an empty home Please send me home, cause I walk in darkness I'm just a lonely soul, dwelling in this carca** I've lost my love and now I fear that I am heartless I travel down this road to try and find out where my heart is But I'm an artist, and this is my release You always wanted space, so now I'm finding peace On my own, I couldn't iron out your flaws And the irony is you just tried to keep me on an iron leash But it's my dying wish, for this to all be over It's why I'm sitting here, praying for a supernova But it's my life and I will make it through Cause solitude ain't as lonely when you're in a coma.. [Hook] [Verse 3: DMB] Everyday, I can still remember Both of us united - a single member I see the light down the bend, if this might be the end We all died back in December So are we all just stuck in limbo In the same place as the rapists and the sinful That's why I'm talking to myself, cause there is nobody else Take a selfie, smoking indo I watch the wind blow, and think of freedom Forever flowing, and never knowing the season I put my ear to the earth, hear it breathing You might be leaving but I've got reason to believe in Achieving, your own life expectancy The opposite of whatever you may expect of me Was looking forward to eternity of ecstasy But since I have lost you, I feel like I was left with less of me.. [Hook x 2]