II Kings - Worth Fighting For lyrics

[Intro: Elusive] I'm sick of feeling depressed And I just wanna get some sh** off my chest Like you ain't even gotta listen, I'mma just keep on spitting Cause everything I have been through is too much ingest And I guess, if life is a lesson Then I'm just sitting here studying, in essence I'm trying to pa** the test But I ain't gotta count my blessings, you've seen me through my depression Now the only thing I hope is that you'll see me when I'm at my best.. [Verse 1: Elusive] But if I can't be strong tonight At the very least - there'll be another song to write Like why would I wanna fight? If happiness is misery Then black is white, and everything that's wrong is right But when I can't see the light.. And I don't if I can't find it, or I'm blinded cause it's too bright Either way, I just don't feel alright And I don't need to be reminded, I'm trying to start a new life Even though without you by my side It's like I'm living out my life, while I die inside I can try and hide it, act like I'm flying skyward But in my mind I would rather be drinking cyanide And if that is too much emotion I don't really wanna drown - but I'll touch the ocean As I'm sitting on the sand But I feel like I'd need a lighthouse - just to see what's approaching.. [Hook: DMB] I just don't know if I can walk along this lonely road, anymore.. When it feels like I'm drifting out to sea, and I just can't see the shore.. And I know it might seem to some of you, like I've been here once before.. But the only difference now is, I know you're worth fighting for.. [Verse 2: Elusive] It's like I'm writing fiction, but then the story came true This is my addiction, one you can't relate to I feel like we're drowning, but you're so astounding I would give my own life just to try and save you Yeah, I'm digging deep - I'm gonna find the core But right now, I'm feeling more like a dinosaur I'm not sure if I belong But I am writing you this song, because I know you're worth fighting for Yeah, I'm gonna say what I feel I know it's crazy, but maybe it's real And I want you to know, I ain't afraid to reveal My true self to you, I just hope you stay while I heal Cause I am waiting for a better day Writing letters, of everything I'd never say It's not a suicide note, but I'm gasping for air Cause you don't even care you took my breath away.. [Hook] [Verse 3: Elusive] I guess it's good that I'm writing more Now that I have found something worth fighting for But if you don't think you're worth it, you're perfect to me And I'm sure you've got flaws that I might ignore But I just can't help the way I see you Cause nothing's as beautiful, as you seem to Be, cause every time I look at you I see an angel staring back at me Looking at me, like I'm see-through But it must be cause you understand me Most people ain't even able to f**ing stand me I know it's cause I'm kinda strange, and I'm not trying to change So I just hope you'll accept the only way I can be, cause.. [Hook]